Waiting for you...21 Days!

Dear Handsome Panda,

I’ve been having sparks of impatient excitement! In just 21 days you and I will be wrapped in each other’s arms and sharing a magical first kiss. Can you imagine it? I know I go to bed each night dreaming about it. The pure, opalescent beauty of such a surreal moment in time. You are worth every ticking minute that I’ve spent waiting…waiting for this moment with you.

Your love carries me to places I can’t explain. I’m flabbergasted with my emotions and sometimes sparkling tears of happiness just flow from my hazel eyes. Never before has a man shown me so much appreciation, affection, understanding, friendship, respect and most importantly, love. Sometimes I’m not sure how to react to it all as this is entirely new. I’m sure I’ll learn as I’m addicted to how amazingly beautiful you make me feel.

Your surprise package contained the most thoughtful gift, an arctic fleece panda hoodie! I’ve been searching for one of these since you first starting calling me your “panda”. I snuggle into the warmth of the fleece and imagine you there wrapped around me instead. I know that a lot of searching was involved to find that hoodie and I can’t express the appreciation I feel to you. In June I intend to thank you properly…with sweet kisses and all my love.

I love you more than pixels on a screen or written words can express.

<8>,

Pretty Panda

Waiting....

Dear Pretty Panda,
As each day passes i realize how much i love you more than the last. I can hardly wait for the beautiful sound of your voice as I wait patiently by the phone. The sound of your voice wipes away any anxieties of life I may be having and puts a smile of happiness on my face. You truly are an amazing, incredible, beautiful, intelligent, and funny woman, and im the luckiest guy on earth to have you in my life.
As of right now we sit at 45 days till something amazing happens. Time, nor distance will matter for we will be in each other arms in a world of our own. Ive never hated time, nor distance as i do right now. Just know that i plan to take you in my arms and take you to a place you have never been before, where nothing in the world will matter but us, a place that we believed to be only in our dreams, some would describe it as heaven, but i can only think of one word to describe it. Love. True Love. This is something we have given each other and something we will cherish forever.
The other day I received a special box from you full of amazing and wonderful stuff. The thought and time you put into such gifts touches my heart and i cant thank you enough for them. In 45 Days though i have a special gift to give you. One from my heart and that can only be delivered in person. As to what this special gift is I shall not reveal the contents until that magical day June. Until that day I sit impatiently waiting till i can take you in my arms and tell you that, "I Love You!! With my whole heart and soul."

<8>,
Handsome Panda

Magic

Dear Handsome Panda,

It’s amazing how your sweet written words bring both a smile and tears to my face all at the same time. I finally understand what it means to love someone so much that it makes you cry. You are beyond amazing! Having you a part of my life is the most precious gift I’ve ever been given.

I can’t imagine being closer with anyone. We joke around and say that we “share a brain” but in reality I think that might be true. The same humor, emotions, fears…we share something only to realize that the other person has the identical idea. Sometimes we don’t even need the words to say what we mean to each other. It’s what one would call “magic” I guess.

We have this uncanny ability to talk about everything and anything each night for hours and still never reach the point where our conversation becomes dull. When you speak, I almost feel euphoric. Your voice is my sanctuary and your ears my shelter. I trust wholeheartedly in you. Being able to discuss silly neurotic fears and insecurities with you, even while pointing out your own, makes me fall that much deeper for the beautiful person that you are. You are my champion and I your lady...together we will fight against our darker sides.

You are my inspiration to be better than I am and everything I do I think about you first. The influence we have had on each other has been beyond positive and I can’t wait for more. We only make each other more beautiful!

These days I find myself gazing into nothing daydreaming about you. Vivid and colorful. Scented and textile. Sometimes I drive myself crazy over the thought of you.

I sit and rub my fingers across the hematite necklace you sent me from Arizona. I’m counting down the days until summer..when the warm Oregon sunshine will try outshine the love I have for you. Let it try I say! Let it try!

I <8 you!

Heart,
Pretty Panda

So Begins the Journey

Dear Pretty Panda,

I can not express into words the joy you bring to me. You make strive to be even better than I am, and than what I believe I can do. Your laughter brings and warm sayings make my heart happy beyond compare. All the little things you do show your deep affection for me. I must say that I am blessed beyond compare to have someone like you in my life. Your values and morals far exceed any girl I have met. Tho we have yet met there is a special bond between us.

It has almost been a week since I sent you a special package filled with trinkets, and clothing from Arizona. I hope things contained within the package make you feel special and amazing, for you truly are. Are late night talks from one extreme to the other, from silly to seriousness are something I will hold deep in my heart.

I’m deeply apologize for the lateness of this post as I found it hard to even find the words to express the feeling and joy you bring to me. Even now I feel that the words written in this post cant even come close to amazing, smart, and beautiful person that you are. So now begins our amazing and wonderful journey together minutes and miles away from each other but yet so close and lost in the moment.

<3>

Handsome Panda

Beginning of the Tale

Handsome Panda,

How did this happen?

You understand my riddles with clairity. You pick up on the little change in my voice when I’m sleepy. You can make me laugh with the silliest of inside jokes even through tears. You can describe my facial expressions for each emotion. The simple sound of your voice on the line makes my heart skip. Your dramatic eyes entrance me. I adore you.

Yet…we have never met. Time is captured in dreams while we sleep over 1,200 miles apart.

I’m not sure how two people with such diverse backgrounds, differences and distance can become best friends, but just maybe, it was just meant to be that way. To me it feels as natural as lemonade on a hot summer day or the taste of peanut butter and jelly. Something here is just…“right”.

We have a story that is being written day after day. I’m sure we can’t be alone in this world of love and wonderment. Someone will read it.

Here begins the first post of the tale…hoping there is never an ending.

Heart,
Pretty Panda